Insomnia. Is there such thing?
Hey guys! i Know this post is not related to fashion, But I think I just have to tell/ask you this. Do you believe on Insomnia?
Hmm. I don’t know what’s the problem on my sleeping habit or what ever do you call that; Because every night, I just cant sleep even how much I wanted to.
I’m not even browsing my web or doing something. I am just laying down with my eyes closed, and then there’s a lot of things that will run on my mind.
I am trying to not to think anything so I can sleep. But Dreams just keep on coming. I am dreaming every little possible things that I can do with my life.
And most of the time,when my eyes are already closed, I plan things that I will do when I wake up. I am planning and designing things on my mind. Its like
“my heart is the pencil, and my mind is the paper.”
For example, my mom just told me that we are gonna have a house renovation, then the night that she told me that, before I sleep, I already planning the design of my bedroom and my walk in closet in my mind; Or just like when I am hired as a fashion designer for this september event, I am already designing clothes in my mind; And you know what? I even think of surprises that I can do with my love one.
And you know whats more interesting about this? I am only dreaming just one particular topic every night. And the funny thing is that I am even counting sheep! haha! But that doesn’t work :|
Uggggh.. Yes It is great to have dreams in life. And to plan your day ahead, or to plan your future everytime you close your eyes.
But this is not funny anymore :( I just can’t sleep even how much I wanted. I am just dreaming around for how many hours until I can see the sunrise already. Until I already hear the chicken’c tilaok. I think this is not good for my health anymore.
I don’t know if there’s such thing as insomnia, Because I even went to the gym last night and got so tired; But still I just cant sleep. Is this a health problem? Or this is just my own problem? How about Dreaming problem? Or maybe I am just too inspired and I just cant sleep? Or maybe, my sleeping schedule is just f*cked up?
If So, Last night. Or should I say awhile ago (Coz I dont sleep at night), I just slept for like 3 hours. And I just woke up now. And I planned to do plenty of things today, and get tired so I can sleep early later. Well, I hope it works. :|
(Guess what? I planned to blog this in my dreams last night. hihi… )
What do you think? Do you experience the same thing as me? Is there such thing as Insomnia? Comments are loooove <3